okay since pple have been askin me to blog and ive got NOTHING to do i shall blog..hahs goodness if there's one thing i cant stand bout hols is that there's NOTHING i repeat NOTHING to do at all!goodness im like bored stiff EVERYday!i've done all the sleepin i could,used all the computer i could, packed my room(okay maybe not)hahas but anyway i still was am and will be bored if i dont get out of this house sooon!hahas okays at least i've got my next week planned out..at least some of it.hahs class bbq(got a feelin it's goin suck oh wells i jus goin there for the food cos i know there'll be lots and they'll be nice cos i ordered them hahas)..yupps and i'll be goin out with maddy!hahas then again goin out means spending money which is bad cos i realise i've been spending alot recently and i need to save money!hahas for my trip with sherlyn to disneyland after o!hahas okay i know that's far but still..must plan ahead hees.yea..anw im goin get some money from my aunty cos i did kinda well for my year ends!hahas level postion was 33 and class was 9!hahas okays..but the bad thing is tht i sooo do not wan to go a good class man!goodness i cant goin same class as those pple!hahas goodness i rather go to the worst class man.oh wells but we dun know which class we goin to yet so i;ve gotta pray hard i wont be in the same class as them..okays i gtg.my sister is chasing me to go out with her..oh wells ttfn then!

haiz last week of sch on mon!gosh it's like soo freaky fast!LAST week of my sec 1 life..kinda sad..like time really FLIES!i jus rmb it being the first week of sch yesterday!and whoosh it's the last week of sch!haiz all that has happen this yr.everything..only having one time to be sec 1 movin on to sec 2 next yr..everything gonna be diff.things.events.class.frens!well close frens do stick together but still..you may tak alot to this person in class this yr or even find them irrtating and the next yr yuo totally dun talk..you feel the distance.now you learn how to treasure her.you learn and understand the true meaning of the word MISS!well..i dunno but well have to let the old ones go sooner or later.and new ones wil be comin..well for me this yr really past really fast.for others not really.but for me it's definitely the pple n frens that i made tht made this yr so enjoyable for me.haiz jus reflectin bout the things that happen this yr.the choices i had to make and everything.hahas this brings me back to the frist week of sch!hahas we had orientatin week.hahas it was really fun..think about it i will never get to go throught he same thing again.then there was the cca cip!gosh it was really really really jus i jus cant describe it!gosh nice?sorry i dun have a wide range of vocab hahas.the frens we made the thnings we did.the time spent together.then there was this cross country early this yr!hahas it was really fun.i rmb runnin there with tiff winner and everyone!hahas bein late with winner was fun too!and of course these memories will be kept with me for a long long time..then there was wheel week.it was really memorable because it was really like smtg new.imagine having 1 week of no sch but fun activities!and bein away from ur close frens was really sad too..then we had june hols the fun i had with sherlyn!hahas i actually stayed over at her house for the whole month!hahas goin bintan.having class chalet.really bring back the memories!well..thse stufs are jus part and parcel of what happened..what about the frens we made?those pple which made impact on our lifes?
tiffany:really really glad to have known you!it's like i wouldnt have known what would my sec 1 would be like havent i got to know you.the times we spent together after sch..the fun we had in the courtyard.hahs being retarded and all!gosh it was really fun!you being ther for me when i needed you!everything!gosh i rally thank god for you!
cheryl:cheryl koh!ahhhs scream for you!sometimes i find tht you are the only one who understands me.hangin out with you after sch was really great too!you were also one of those who was always there for me too!cheryl you are defintely one of those frens i'll rmb for a long long time!
fenny:fenny!you are jus so nice lovely sweet!alsways goin home with me after sch!sometimes even waiting for my trainings to end.really and you jus seem so ahhs soo nice!there's jus so much to say bout you!hees i jus dun know where to start.hahas i can still rmb the first time i gotta know you!hees you were eatin the old chang kee curry puff!hhas.well i knew from then you were really nice!hahas really glad that i got to know you!hahs!
winner:you!hahas really even though we were always late for the events i really enjoyed them!hahas perharps cos they were with you!hees.rmb cross country?then there was the cca handover thingy!hahas rmb tht time when we went to delifrance to study?hahas i practically did nothing!hahas but i dunno i jus find it fun whenever im with you!hahas though you always bully me..okay not always but still i jus love you none the less!perharps jus because you are winner!hahas you'er special!
mel:hahas though i only known you better the second half of the yr,i found you really fun!hahas sentosa was defintely fun too!hees.i jus hope i'll get to know ya better next yr!
the guys:hahas really glad to have known you pple hahas.though i dun know you really well you were still ard and funny and comical at times!hahas goin out with you pple were fun too!hahas one thing i know is tht you pple were FUN!hahas
byje:byje byje byje!ahhs you!the whiny one!and yet one of my closest frens!you!byje i jus wan to let you know though there were times when i was really mean to you and i didnt really treasure you but deep down inside i really keep you ask my close frne!even though there were amny times when you backstabbed me,irritated me jus made me nasty to you.i really didnt mean it.maybe it jus the nature in me.jus tht attituded of mine towards you.well somehow i know i was wrong but i guess i nvr jus admitted it.haha now is say how i wish i wont be in the same class as you next yr.but when next yr come i dun think it wil be the same.i dunno a part of me jus tells me i WILL miss you when im not in he same clss as you.i will then learn how to appreciate and see your good points and accept ur weaknesses cos i myself have tons of weakness too..byje i really thank you as a fren!and though its irritating stay the whiny slpw byje you are cos thats you and we pple jus gotta accept you for who you are cos that is what that makes you special.
maddy:hahas maddy!the crazily retarded one who passed ur illness to me!hahas seriously speakin there were times when i thought you were not really nice.but as time went by i thought wrong.in fact i found tht you were really nice!i realise tht you were someone i could talk to cos you were someone who would listen and understand.maddy thanks for everything!its really sad tht only later part of the year tht i learnt to appreciate you ut none the less i'm glad i did cos you defintely are and will be someone whom i can turn to for advice and to be retarded with!thanks for everything maddy!
liyan: liyan haiz seriously i dun know what to say to ya..hahas alsways doin sick things!polluting my mind and everthing!hhas you know what you did to me!hahas shant say here but really liyan you were defintely one of my clsoest fen in class this yr and even though i didnt really say nor show it i reallly meant it.hhas i really hope we can be same class next yr but oh wells we dun know..anws all the best for next yr k?and this time study!hahas you are SMART!jus dun let your potential go to watse!
salad:hahas salady!you!gosh trainings wouldnt be what they are without you!seriously i would nvr have enjoyed the traiings if not for you.you made them fun nice!hahas im really glad to have you as a clase fren a defintely my favourite-dest fren in trainig!hahas only you can understand my point of view and what i mean.like i guess so cos you are one of the few whom i was same class as before oh wels anw thanks for makin traing enjoable girl!love you!
xuening aka spider:hahs what can i say bout you?really a pity you didnt join us earlier this yr but still bonded in with us and added "sickness" to us!hahahs you are also one of those who made me wan to go for every traiing and made it less boring.hahas you were also one of those who i could share with and tlalk to and i thank you for tht.you were great!
sherlyn:ahs you the last but not least!our friendship have defintely grew stronger this yr!well i really really really thank god i still stayed in contact with you and became really good frens with you!you know although we may not agree on certain things sometimes,i find tht that's what make our friendship strogn and real!you are also there for me.you are like a sister to me!hahas you're my god neice!always being there.hahas gosh and the number of times i styed over at your house this year.UNCOUNTABLE!hahas still you nvr once complained nor grumbled.i still rmb the time we went to bintan!gosh it was really really great and memorable!wakeboarding and fallin into the sea!hahas goodness!the salt water!then sitting on the banana boat too!you fell down not me!(:hees gosh the things we did the memories shared!there's jus so much i wan and have to say to you but i jus cant type it down cos i jus dunnno how to express it there's jus so much i have to say to you.but there's one thing i wan to say to you is that you really really made an impact a really raelly really really deep one in my heart and you'll be in my heart now and forever more!really love you and treasure you alot!i hope our frenship will ALWAYS stay this close!till we're old!hees.
everyone:even thoguh your name is not mention here.jus wan to let you knwo tht i really thankful i got to know you and tht you definitely left a footprint in my heart. i may not show it but i really treaure you pple alot and ALOT!
wells that's the end of my relally really LONG LONG post!said all tht i could typed wells there's still loads i wan to say but my hands really pain le so dun wan to type anymore hhas.words cant say what you pple have made in my life!hahas love you all!so tata jus wanna leave you with two song which i found rather meaningful to me!((:

FRIENDS ARE FRIENDS FOREVER
Packing up the dreams God planted
In the fertile soil of you
I can't believe the hopes He's granted
Means a chapter of your life is through
But we'll keep you close as always
It won't even seem you've gone
'Cause our hearts in big and small ways
Will keep the love that keeps us strong
And friends are friends forever
If the Lord's the Lord of them
And a friend will not say never
'Cause the welcome will not end
Though it's hard to let you go
In the Father's hands we know
That a lifetime's not too long
To live as friends
And with the faith and love God's given
Springing from the hope we know
We will pray the joy you live in
Is the strength that now you show
We'll keep you close as always
It won't even seem you've gone
'Cause our hearts in big and small ways
Will keep the love that keeps us strong
And friends are friends forever
If the Lord's the Lord of them
And a friend will not say never
'Cause the welcome will not end
Though it's hard to let you go
In the Father's hands we know
That a lifetime's not too long
To live as friends
And friends are friends forever
If the Lord's the Lord of them
And a friend will not say never
'Cause the welcome will not end
Though it's hard to let you go
In the Father's hands we know
That a lifetime's not too long
To live as friends
Though it's hard to let you go
In the Father's hands we know
That a lifetime's not too long
To live as friends
No a lifetime's not too long
To live as friends

THAT'S WHAT FRIENDS ARE FOR
And I
Never thought I'd feel this way
And as far as I'm concerned
I'm glad I got the chance to say
That I do believe I love you
And if I should ever go away
Well then close your eyes and try to feel the way we do today
And than if you can't remember.....
Keep smilin'
Keep shinin'
Knowin' you can always count on me for sure
that's what friends are for
In good times
And bad times
I'll be on your side forever more
That's what friends are for
Well you came and open me
And now there's so much more I see
And so by the way I thank you....
Ohhh and then For the times when we're apart
Well just close your eyes and know
These words are comming from my heart
And then if you can't remember....Ohhhhh
Keep smilin'
Keep shinin'
Knowin' you can always count on me for sure
that's what friends are for
In good times
And bad times
I'll be on your side forever more
That's what friends are for

whoots!went sentosa today and it was super uber FUN!hahas dun wish to go in the details though..hahas tired..feel like slping now so yea not goin to go into details..anws tml we goin get back some papers like die lar!im so gin to do badly and i KNOW it for a fact!but then i jus gotta accept it cos whats done is done rites?we cant turn back time..so yea!anws i jus not goin care bout results and enjoy myself cos its party time to next yr when we have to start all over again!new class.new frens..new things..haiz i dun even wan to think bout it and jus live each day to the fullest and enjoy!hahas soo smile and be happy!=))

POST EXAM REVIEW
english paper 1- well it was ookay i guess?hmms..
english paper 2- okay dun even ask i'm quite sure im gonna fail it..try not doin the summary and comprehension and see whether you can pass!lol
maths paper 1- well i really dunno..gonna do badly for sure though..try not bring a pencil!like gosh lar!i couldnt even do the thing which i was suppsoe to draw usin the compass!hahs try stuckin a machanical pencil in instead!
maths paper 2- okay this was rather easy..thank god!
chinese paper 1- hmms okay lar..no comments.
chinese paper 2- okay this was quite easy?hahas okay beter not say so soon!hees
chinese paper 3- okay i cant listen for nuts!
sci- killer!im dead!
hist- really really hope to pass!i wrote like shit!let me pass for the sick of my lil fingers being pain!plss!!hahas
dnt- okay seriously i cant expect to pass right?like i didnt even study a shit for it!nopes not even briinging homethe book or even opening it.i wanted to try luck!hahas obviously that doesnt work..shold have known hahs.!
english oral- okay it's was fine!smooth..
chinese- okay dun even ask i 99.9% sure i fail..hahas try not sayin anything!well cant blame me!how are you suppose to say smtg when you dun even know how to start with?hahs screwed up lar my chinese oral..well like i say i dun really care!like i nvr really cared about exams!hahas

wells really really glad exams over!at least for now!hahas a great great sense of relieve over me!hees it's party time!((:okays wait mayeb after the results?but oh wells doesnt really matter cos whats done is done..besides my parents dun really care bout exams and results sooo hahas its party time!!((:hahas

hahs been to lazy to blog hahas no time and exam!okay i'm bloggin now so im not considered lazy..been a long long week!exams and going out!
monday
hmms i had chinese2 exam..rather okay hahas later i went to hmm melissa house?i thinks!ahs totally forgot!cant stand it!hahas stay over i think?okay i know its exams but my parents dun really care two hoods whether its exam anot so i can go anywhere i wan hahas lucky eh..but i dun really like it though..OH NO NO!i rmb!i WALKED home cos i was like damn pissed with salad and benita!especially benita!gosh my first tiem i ever wakled home!kinda retarded and crazy!oh wells..
tuesday
had maths2..hahs rather easy..i went to hmm sherlyn's house i THINK ahs not sure!forot everthing le!STM!hahas..OH NO NO!i went to tiong bahru with mel.later met trisha and sherlyn there hahas we watched dark waters!rather scary in the beginning then later rather sad..quite nice the show la..ahs after the show actually we can catch another FREE movie but the stupid melissa and sherlyn dun wan!say not right dunno what !aiyah but its like damn wasted lars!cos it was like corpse bride and i can get to watch it FOC!besides like what is 4 seats to gv!oh wells anw they did wan and pulled me and trisha out!so evil!.. anw later we cuoldnt really decide where to go..someone suggested goin to orchard then we went there cos it was still rather early like 2 smtg i think?hahs walked ard a few shops go try clothes here there..not exactly us but sherlyn..hahs later we went to marche to eat cos we were really really hungry!yupps then after tht we went home..I THINK!ahs stupid jus cant seem to rmb!
wednesday
had dnt and chi listening..gosh my dnt is totally screwed!i didnt even studied a shit for it!its like i didnt even open my book!goin fail it CONFIRMED!hahas well i as usual i dun really care too..listening was alrite i thinks..yupps later i went to melissa house..stayed over..we didnt really do much though..yupps
thursday
had chinese oral!..okay FAIL confrimed!hahas its like soo unfair lars!i thinki got the hardest topic!and then the teacher was like whats ur cca..okay at tht point of time i was like okay die alr the rest cure cannot answer him cos its like freakin hell i dunno whats netball in chinese!then it like the next questio was like what you usually do during trainings then i was like play ball la..then he say what else but i dunno how to answer!damn it lar!then come a whole long list of questions of which i cuoldnt answer!oh wells screwed up lars!i dun really cares!hahs.my teacher was mr pang btw..hmms later i went back home cos i was suppose to go out with tiff they all..we watched into the blue..it was okay lar.but i think dark waters nicer?hahsa dunno..anw later we walked ard a long long time.but i was like damn hungry lar cos it was like since i woke up i nvr ate!not at all!breakfast lunch no no no nothing so when we were finally goin eat dinner bout 8 smtg i was like gosh thank God!hahas i was on the verge on dying!hahas we ate at nydc..i sured with fenny a baked rice and mudpie.!NICE!((:then later we didnt go home yet..went to heeren fountain and became retarded.especially ian!oh wells i told you martians have come to attack us le!slowly slowly it will spread from pple to pple!hahas so they will dominate the whole!hahs(btw im the martian which means i will dominate the world!(:haha)okay im reaterded hahs anw later i went back home with winner joshua kong n aaron..hahas rather tired!been a long long day for me!
friday
had eng oral today!gosh it was like soooo much better then yesterdays oral!it was so much easier and smoother!i think i can score quite high for this though..later i went to orchard with salad michelle and jac.(okay third time goin to orcahrd this week.gosh siandiao le)yupps me and jac went to salads house to change first!hahas qutei honoured cos salad NEVERS let pple go her house so we're considered LUCKY!(:hmms later we cabbed down to orchard cos we were really tired and sweaty and lazy hahs!we wanted to watch movie but then no suitable movie or timin..either one of us had watched the show before or the timing was bad..oh wells then we decided to go eat cos all of us were like really hungry..ate at sakae sushi..hahas nice la..later we started walkin ard..but really tired and salad had this really stupid stomachache which kept camin on and off..later we went to walk ard again..okay we practically walked walked and wakled..yupps.then later we went to take neoprints bout 4 smtg?then later bout 5 smtg 6 we went home..salad and jac bought a top each from zara but i bought one from esprit cos it was like rather nice.yupps later i went down to tekka mall cos i had to like celbrate my auntys birthday..gsh til like now im still feelin FULL!hhahsas had a really full dineer!seafood!gosh the prawns crabs lobsters!ah!until now im feelin tooo full..hahas my cousins are really funny they all jokers lar..after tht bout 11smtg i went home...yupps long long day so here i am now bloggin..oh wells blogged really really long le so i shall stop hah!tata!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUNTY HUI LAN!((:

hahas jus played monoply with trisha ching sheng and sherlyn...
played for about 5 hours?i think hahas..
and i won!((=
hahas that stupid arrogent ching sheng think you gang up with sherlyn i will lose?
hahas too bad i still won!(:
see pride comes before a fall dun be too cocky!
hahas anw sci was really tough!
bleah i dun really care!
so tata i go watch tv!
okay i dunno what im talkin..hahas